Favourite Hideout: March 2011

And so, I probably have not been writing in here properly since I've gotten twitter. That's because I don't have to bottle things up and wait till I have time before penning it down here. Right now, it's just bitching and crying all over twitter/lj. Oh well.

I'll be flying over to Vietnam on Friday for my OCP. Right now, I am not feeling exactly good about it ever since I've went to the website of the hotel we will be staying at. I feel uncomfortable at the thought of having a windowless room. Idk, I can't take it. I am praying that moon have booked us the ones with window. I know you guys are probably be thinking that I am weird now. I am a bit, how to you say it? Claustrophobic?

Arghh, I feel disgusted and sick at the thought of it so much, that I actually feel like dying now.

Perhaps

"Psychological fact:
All emotional pain lasts for 12 mins.
Anything longer than that
is self-inflicted."

I just thought I should record this down. :D

F21 w/ me

>> Saturday, March 26, 2011 – wants

Nice nice nice? Yes, it's prettyyy ya! I want this dress so badly, I'm gna pull Robin to F21 with me after getting his Sanuk tmr!

HEEHEE!

Lovely two!

>> Tuesday, March 15, 2011 – hon

Tadahhh! How's the two months of roller coaster ride with me, Ribena boy? Hahaha! Well, I am loving every single moment I have with you! Thank you for being there, I really appreciate it! (:

Weeee, let's go fish spa again next time!

FB, who?

Yknow, I was so close to creating a fb account last night. Everyone seems to want me to have one. They seem to be more happy IF i had one. I was staring at the homepage, watching it stare back at me. Then I recalled why I said no to fb. I'm sorry, but I had to closed my firefox after that.

I have my fears. As much as I know how well the world wide web has become, I am probably one of the rare breed that still doesn't have a fb. Imagine the days where all people had to do is google your name and everything about you is out. Well, actually, the day IS now.

I know everybody think fb will be a much convenience tool to connect to everyone else. But what if I don't want to connect so well with anyone at all? If there is something that I have to know about you, shouldn't you tell me yourself? Hasn't it always been like this before fb came about? Life has become such insincere communication.

I don't want to wake up one day and find myself staring at some private event/message that is meant for just one person, but out for the whole world to see. I don't want to find myself looking back at everyone's past and just ~~stalking~~ reading (or the other way round), which I know that's what everyone is basically doing now.

Or maybe I am just in denial of how much technology has changed out lives. Well, yes, indeed. I am scared shite to find out things I don't wna see. Sometimes, I just really wna know things of people through the mouth of these people. Not me, googling/fb-stalking them. Cause I know there are always something about people that is better off unknown to me. Too much truth can kill someone, really.

And there I've said it. No, you won't see me with an fb account anytime soon.

To my love..

>> Saturday, March 5, 2011 – hon, tumblr

The best boyfriend you`ll have isnt the best looking, the funniest, or the richest. its the one that makes you feel gorgeous, hilarious, and like a million dollars. He makes sure you know he loves you.

-via

Dear Robin,

No matter where, when, how or why, I wna let you know that I am glad to have you. You're my best friend/soul mate/boyfriend/lover, all in one. It doesn't matter what I maybe doing or feeling at the time, whether I am happy, sad, torn, lost, hungry, laughing or just acting plain stupid, I am just glad that you're able to be there at every moment of my life.